If only I could tell you

If only I could tell you; what you mean to me, then I would not explain; for you cud truly see! My life was in turmoil, full of pain & fear! Then U came flying in; just to be so near!
My pain was unbelievable, the light was nearly gone!
My soul was tormented, dark & dreadfully worn!
My thoughts were overflowing; crying waterfalls of tears!
But you were here, beside me; releasing all my fears!
If only I cud tell you; then you would know for sure! Fear was a barrier;
I wanted to give you more! Experience had told me; that life was hard indeed!
That there was evil everywhere! It had shown its dire seed!
My heart f orever vigilant, terror so close to me!
The fear was raging; unable to let me be! U were here, encouraging; being by my side!
I did not want to fear no more! I did not want to hide!
If only I could tell you; to let you glimpse a bit, Of the fear tat touched me; the candle that you lit!
Burning deep inside me; the anger was there to see! I was unable 2 face the fear without you here!
Carefully I moved forward! It took quite a while! It was your encouragement; your jokes tat made me smile!
U held my hand so tightly, your hugs so very close! Your love internally needed; for the pain that hurt the most!
Now months later, after the day tat v met, I remember the pain; the pain I will never forget!
With YOU by my side, I can be forever free!!
THANK YOU from My Heart,
THANK YOU from ME.

PALLAVI NAG.