MY LAST LETTER

Love,
The indications are very strong that we shall move apart in a few days, perhaps very soon.
Atleast I should not be able to write u ever again. I feel impelled to write a few lines that may fall under your eyes when I shall be no more. I have misgiving about our lack of confidence in fighting this battle for survival & my courage definitely does not hault or falter. I know how strongly my existence leans on the presence of you in my life & soul, where you have ALWAYS stood by me in the worst of times. To you my love, I have willingly laid down my trust & joys in this life to help me maintain my own identity For, without you, I am nothing!
Love, my love for you is deathless. It comes to bind me with mighty bonding that not even death can break. The memory of all the blissful moments I have enjoyed with you come crowding over & I feel most greatful to you & GOD that I have enjoyed them for so long. And now, its so hard for me to give them up & burn to ashes the hopes of future years when GOD willing, might still have lived & dwelled together & seen our lives grow in the same direction…
If I don’t return, never forget how much I LOVE YOU, nor that when my last breath escapes me, it will whisper your name. Forgive my many faults & many pains I’ve caused you. How thoughtless how foolish I’ve sometimes been. But my love, if the dead can come back to this earth & flit unseen around those they love, I shall always be with you in the brightest days & in the darkest nights. ALWAYS…..ALWAYS (not “ kabhi kabhi”! muah).And when the soft breeze fans your cheek, it shall be my breath & as the cool air fans your throbbing temple, it shall be my spirit passing by!
My Love, do not mourn me dead…instead..:“Think I’m Still Alive.
PLEASE Keep Me Alive In You! I Want To Live! In YOU!!”
I LOVE YOU.
I MISS YOU.

WRITTER & POET :- PALLAVI NAG.